-Lost in the woods-
______________

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Saturday, January 22  

Why is it that the more healthy I eat and the more exercise I do, the more like crap I feel? Right now I'm sitting at work and have aches and chills, and there's a draft coming in the door no one else closes. I need to start wearing a parka here, maybe drop some hints. I'm sure I'll feel healthier once the summer comes.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/22/2005 07:23:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Saturday, January 15

I feel like I'm lacking something.

Maybe it's......ATP? Maybe I've got to many ADP's just floating around, and maybe to many AMP's. Bah, I never liked cell physiology anyway. Whatever the possibilities are, I'm just not feeling up to snuff these days. I'm actually eating much healthier, and *gasp* exercising more, so I'm hoping that's helping, but I just don't know. I'm going to bed far earlier than I should, and usually getting up around the same time I usually do. Maybe I've just been out of the trees and streams for too long. I'd really like to get back to that. If they weren't frozen over that is. They don't bitch and complain and tell you how shitty your establishment is. At least I like the people I work with at both places.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/15/2005 09:49:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, January 11

Kitty + Going to vet for operation = not a fun morning at work.

I know, I know. Cats with far more issues have been fixed before with no problems. I just worry anyway.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/11/2005 07:57:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Friday, January 7

Another year older and deeper in debt

I'm not as worried about that as I once was. Had a great day today, thanks to all those involved. Over the past year I've come to some conclusions; I've learned that the things that I think are important are, not because someone else thinks so or not, but because I think so. Some things need to be let go of, other things need to be fully appreciated for all they are. People will walk in and out of my life, there's very little I can do about it, I just have to make the most of what I've got, while I've got it. Bring me that horizon. That kind of thing. You know what I mean.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/07/2005 12:40:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Monday, January 3

University Grad for hire

Yet still no word from any of the jobs I've applied for. My people keep telling me that I'm sure to hear back, probably mid January, but all the same, I'm pretty damn nervous. I don't know why, I mean, I've got a part time job I can stand working at, and I'm getting around 30 hours, so that's about enough to tide me over while I'm looking, but I just have this overwhelming feeling that I need to make some big jump and get started with my life. Get on with it, you know? I don't want to settle for second best, something to pass the time and pay the bills, I just want to do something that's worthwhile to me.

wishful thinking though, I know. Guess I've got to just keep trying, watching the postings, and applying.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/03/2005 09:27:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Saturday, January 1

Happy new year Everyone!

Things are super dead at work, but people keep calling to ask if we're open. Then they act all surprized and offended that we're open. If you didn't think we were open, why did you call, just to harass me, or to make fun of me for having to work? Well at least I'm getting paid. That's ok by me.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/01/2005 02:10:00 p.m. ] [ ]