I have never wanted to quit something so bad in all my life. Right now, no matter how hard I'm trying, I keep failing things and there's no way to keep up with all of it and sleep. I have papers due that are worth a lot that could bring my mark back up to an acceptable level (by no means good) and I just can't get into doing them because off all the little papers and assignments and quizzes and tests and the like. I would happily just stop, but I've already put too much money into it to turn back now. At least I like biology. I just hate that the profs feel the need to bore us to death, test us mercilessly and give us useless time consuming projects that they're going to say are wrong because they aren't the words that dropped from their mouths, all this instead of actually teaching us stuff that's interesting and important, unlike memorizing the amino acids for no reason at all. You may ask, well tamsyn, why so much bitching, and you're sitting on the computer mindlessly typing away, wasting study time, how come? Well, it's because I'm printing off page after page of useless biochem notes that are worth less that the toilet paper some hick redneck is using somewere in the world right now to wipe his rosy red ass cheeks, but I need anyway because I have no idea what's going on in that class.
At least dissecting the cow eye and shark ear whent by rather quickly. Fun fun.
Wednesday, November 13
