-Lost in the woods-
______________

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Sunday, December 29  

Rode the horse today.
It was nice. You ask a horse to do something, she does it. If she doesn't you explain to her that you weren't just kidding, you did want her to do it, and you've got the reins, there for she should definitely do it, and she will. No problem. And then I'll let her eat trees and frozen grass because she was smart and very good as we walk along the trail. It was very pretty in the woods today, all powdery and sparkly with a little bit of snow comming down and little bunnies hopping around and giving me funny looks because we were bigger than they were.
Damn it's nice not to be worrying about school. One more week of freedom.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/29/2002 07:40:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Friday, December 27

Third all time worse thing: when someone is upset, try to make them feel bad for being upset because it's making them feel guilty for making you upset.

To add to these three things, any combination of them will do as well.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/27/2002 08:14:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Wednesday, December 25

O.k. so today I like christmas.
Merry christmas everyone!! I hope everyone sleeps well tonight and are all super giddy in the morning as they all go to open up their christmas gifts!! And Kristin, sorry I kinda broke into your house, but it was for a good cause, and it wasn't really breaking. If you have no idea what I'm talking about....check your kitchen counter. To everyone else, don't let the bed bugs bite, or the reindeer eat your shrubs!

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/25/2002 01:57:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, December 24

Why why why.

I dislike christmas strongly. more so this year than ever before. pit of the stomach bad feeling-ness. I hope it gets better, because I don't like pit of the stomch bad felling-ness. Bad things allways come of it.

And then Brodie will move away. E:{ no good

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/24/2002 12:17:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Saturday, December 21

Second all time worst thing to say when someone is upset: "Well, what do you want me to do about it?" No, once again, this is the wrong answer. If I there was something I wanted you to do about it and I knew what it was, I would have told you already because I have been witness to your blatent ignorance to the situation from the start, and that's probably the reason I'm upset right now, so you probably wouldn't figure it out on your own and I know that. And if I tell you what to do, you take the opportunity that has been placed before you and you run with it like a kid with your big mean brothers' favorite beating stick. You don't stop and consider if not taking it would be a better idea, because I guarantee you it is not.

Damn. No one can come here anymore. I'm bitter.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/21/2002 01:49:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Friday, December 20

All time worst ever thing to say to someone who's upset or crying: " Well, I don't want to leave you and have you still be upset....". That is the worst thing to say so don't say it. I hate it when people do, it's like saying well, I have something I want to go do now, but validate my non caring-ism by pretending for me that everything is ok, you're not really sad or upset or at least it was for some very non-important reason, and that you're greatful to me for solving your problems and making you a better person.
Yeah, I don't think so. How do you pretend you really care and enjoy someones presence that you wish could just *************, just because they feel that they're a fragile little flower that is the center of the entire universe whose shit don't stink, but people shouldn't sniff you to hard or take you for granted because you'll get into a sniff and tiff and the world will collapse around us because of our own insignificant stupidity. I just don't think that I can do it. Jeeze, christmas is just going to be jolly this year. ho ho F'n ho.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/20/2002 09:49:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Thursday, December 19

Bo-o-o-red
But I guess that's what happens when you're online at 2 in the morning with nothing to do because you had a nap earlier, (that wasn't a bright idea by the way, I don't know how that makes people feel better.) But I finally did download Msn messenger on to my computer, I just slightly don't know how to use it. It can't be that differnet from ICQ and I figured that one out fast enough. but there's no one online that I've "added" to my list so I don't even know If I did it the right way. Feel free to add my to yours or whatever because I can't find everyone I know's e-mails to add them on.
In other news, I still can't figure out how flo and Zach actually won the million dollars. Well, zach I can understand, he was a pretty decent guy. Flo on the other hand was a horrible bitch, I don't care if they made her seem even more so on tv. She was a worse whinner than I am and that can be saying a lot, so I feel that she doesn't deserve one penny. But the one consellation was that the obnoxious old americain couple didn't win it. Yeah, I do realize that they're all Americain, but those two just gave every English speaking person a bad name for the way they carried on and treated the people who lived in the countries that they visited. They were horrible tourists with a capital T. Any way, that's my rant for now, talk to you all later!

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/19/2002 03:00:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, December 17

Holy frigging almighty!
I can't believe it. I really can't. I actually passed all of my courses, and only one of my marks was in the fifties, and it was a high one at that! Yes, the marks are out, so you can all rush over to the Upei page to check it out. Go now *****.
If you didn't go, then you either already know your marks (I hope they were good) or you don't go to the university like a few people I know. There's only a few of you though, because everyone else on the island goes to the school of course, I just may not see you. You're probably one of those buissiness students that can go through their entire school career without ever appearing to exist to anyone outside of your faculty. Swear, I know more people in the nursing program than in bussiness, and Mike's even in it.
Going to Lord of the Rings tonight, should be a blast, so see you there.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/17/2002 02:32:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Friday, December 13

Hey hey! Last night was fun, but as almost all girls nights go, we end up at myrons and I lose everyone. I spent about an hour looking for people who were there except they were invisible, but they don't believe me. I still ended up getting home this morning though, and as usual, Melissa was an awesome hostess. Thanks, you rock!.
In other news, I have to work till close tonight, so if you have nothing to do (you know you don't) then you should come down to see me, it'll be fun I promise. Nothing else terribly new, but more to come later.

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/13/2002 07:14:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Saturday, December 7

I'm done i'm done i'm don-ne! I'm done i'm done i'm don-ne! I'm done i'm done i'm don-ne!
But it doesn't really feel like I am. I still think that I need to do something, write something, read something, copy something, study something, call someone to answer something. The fact that I believe I did horribly on my biochem ( no seriously, I really didn't know as much as I should have, it felt like the calc 152 exam that I failed and then failed the class because of. Not the brightest of omens, I tell you).
It might help if I got drunk or celebrated or something of that nature, but unfortunately the people that I had planned to do that with split in about .05 of a second after we got out of the exam leaving me standing there without even talking to me or mentioning some scrap of a plan for later tonigt. And they weren't home when I called them. I know I've got friends out there, but it really sucks when you go looking for them and they aren't there or they're busy or their number's disconected (Goat buddy!), or they're at a party of someone who you're friends with but you never heard about it (which is to be expected when you haven't been in contact with them for about a million weeks because you never see each other anyway). But yeah, it still sucks. If anyone wants to do something, you can call me, because I would like to see you and talk to you. Yes you! I don't care what it is you want to do or how stupid it might be, I'm up for it.I promise I won't bitch too much about the past term, I'd really rather forget about it anyway. And don't say you don't have my number, you know my last name, there's only 3 of them in the book, two are the same person and they all get to me. Now you have no excuse, you have to. So there.
Anyway, no more vague threats, so good luck on your exams those of you who have left to write them, and don't forget that one oxygen molecule never dissociates from your hemoglobin so three new ones can always attatch back on more easily. Yep, that was an actual answer.
Later Gator

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/07/2002 10:21:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Friday, December 6

Taking a study break-Even when I shouldn't be

I have the making a purple stew song stuck in my head. I need to be more worried about biochem, but for the oddest reason, I'm not. That's scary, because I havent' even made it through all of the material from the first mid term and it's 6:30 and I still have to go to town. bad thing

   [ posted by T~ @ 12/06/2002 07:31:00 p.m. ] [ ]