-Lost in the woods-
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Thursday, January 30  

Well Darn me to heck.
So, by certain winfall and a very generous grandmother I got some cash to help stipen me through to the next paycheck for amenities like gas. what do I do? You bet, I go shopping. But can you really blame me? It's winter rut time and there was the most kick ass sale on at Cotton Ginny out by Sobeys and there was clothes for like...9 bucks! it was crazy, I bought far more than I needed or should have bought, but I got to go with my mom, and then she let me drag her into the pet store, which she never likes to do, she's morbidly afraid of rodents.
I think I'm really weirded out by the fact that my mom's going in for some pretty big and major surgery. Nah, I know I am. I just keep thinking, what's it going to be like when she comes back? What is she going to be able to do? What can I do to make it easy on her without making her feel useless? What if something goes wrong? Yeah, that's the big one.
I know that I shouldn't worry, it's not like she's going to a hospital around here, she's going to the best of the best, but still, you only have one mom, right?When else would you worry?

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/30/2003 05:39:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, January 28

I haven't posted in a while. That's ok though, because no one else really has either. That or they make non-offensively offensive posts. Maybe it's because when things are going Ok I don't want to say anything about it because I don't what to jinx it or find out that I'm just fooling myself and that it's not really that great. Well, not everything is great. Biochem is comming up and if it's at all possible I know even less that the negative amount I knew last term. This course is a totall waste of money, but of course, they had to make it manditory or no one at all would ever take it from that satan man-bitch. But maybe that's just my opinion.
I feel that they don't really know what they're doing at work. They tell me one thing and then completely contridict what they said and are mad at us for no reason that anyone can logically understand. I try to follow what I think that they might mean, but then they don't even offer any work at all to that position. what am I supposed to do? I don't want to work for someone that is offering me ....no shifts at all! Not even the option of one on a night that I have to do a lab or need sleep because I'm a normal person. I'm sure you understand my frustration. I knew you would.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/28/2003 07:07:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Monday, January 20

Well
That was a weekend... I went to work on saterday, found that there were far too many of us on to work so we were let off at 12 so we decided to stay out and get drunk. Quite the entertaining time over all. Sunday was nice, busted by butt working with the horse, and Monday morning came faaaar to early, but my mom's little present to Alison was quite entertaining and made them both feel pretty good about themselves. It's nice when you can make people feel good about themselves.
Now the plan for Friday has developed further, and it looks like a road trip/good ol' drunken time is what we're in for, so this weekend is looking mighty bright! And get to work on saterday night, so there will be slight income to furthur the Tamsyn fund. gotta love that!



Yes I'm worried. No I'm not paranoid. Wait, who am I kidding, yes I am. If you don't know what I'm talking about, don't ask, it'll all blow over. It's just the anticipation that gets to me, it always does.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/20/2003 10:59:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, January 14

wow, haven't posted in a while. Jon, it's your fault my computer is frozen except for this screen. I hope you're happy! I bet you are. Hey, guess what, Bar wars is on January 24, and I think I'm going to go..Rock! Well, I'm tired, it's been a long day, so see ya'll later!

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/14/2003 04:04:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, January 7

I feel so bleh. I guess that's what happens when people treat you that way. Or basically tell you that you are.

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/07/2003 03:36:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Monday, January 6

Yay Yay Yay, today is my day!!

   [ posted by T~ @ 1/06/2003 11:20:00 a.m. ] [ ]