Well Darn me to heck.
So, by certain winfall and a very generous grandmother I got some cash to help stipen me through to the next paycheck for amenities like gas. what do I do? You bet, I go shopping. But can you really blame me? It's winter rut time and there was the most kick ass sale on at Cotton Ginny out by Sobeys and there was clothes for like...9 bucks! it was crazy, I bought far more than I needed or should have bought, but I got to go with my mom, and then she let me drag her into the pet store, which she never likes to do, she's morbidly afraid of rodents.
I think I'm really weirded out by the fact that my mom's going in for some pretty big and major surgery. Nah, I know I am. I just keep thinking, what's it going to be like when she comes back? What is she going to be able to do? What can I do to make it easy on her without making her feel useless? What if something goes wrong? Yeah, that's the big one.
I know that I shouldn't worry, it's not like she's going to a hospital around here, she's going to the best of the best, but still, you only have one mom, right?When else would you worry?