-Lost in the woods-
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Thursday, May 29  

Saterday night. Drinking, who's up for it?

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/29/2003 09:09:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Sunday, May 25

How freaking amazing is this?!?
Parents are now home, and they gave me a surprise. Finaly, I don't need to fight with my father over the computer anymore, nor do I have to ask if the one he was getting from work had come in. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I have a computer!! And all I can say is that it is really pretty. I totally think that it's great, and it makes noises and plays music, and I'll have to take it to brodie to get all the rest figured out. I connected it to the speakers and to the mouse, have msn and windows messenger on it, and that's pretty much all a simple girl like me needs. Very happy simple girl, but simple none the less. Yay!

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/25/2003 09:51:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Wednesday, May 21

I really do like living alone. it's kind of a pain that I have to get up at 6 or so to let the dog out so he can sniff the grass and bark at me. What I really don't like is feeling like no one thinks I still exist. Yep, that's ok, leave for a few weeks, tell me you'll call me tomorrow and then a week later, you still haven't called. Nice. I'm looking after your shit, and worrying about what's going on, not spending any of the money you left because you give me a guilt trip about spending any of it, and you don't even feel the need to call within the week of when you said that you would. Fuck, rant.
So in other news, I think I'll have a party. Thursday night would be nice, so that's when I'll plan it for. you can call me, leave me a message, or leave a comment if you want to come, you are invited. Yes you. And anyone else that you can tell. Let me know. that would be nice.

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/21/2003 10:35:00 p.m. ] [ ]

Tuesday, May 13

She's ok.
In case you're wondering, it's my mom. She's a good Mom, and she made a big personal sacrifice today. Like, a vital organ. She's doing fine, and my uncle hasn't rejected her kidney yet, so that's a good thing. Hopefully he won't, or that would suck. I didn't really realize untill today when my dad called me with no news at all that I was really worried about her. I mean, of course I was worried, but when I heard my dad's tone, I felt like I was the one who needed to be there for him. Then I heard her on the phone after her surgery, she sounded great, and I was very relieved.
Yeah, Mom's are pretty important. I like mine, and I feel bad for people who don't like theirs.

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/13/2003 12:19:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Monday, May 5

Holy crap I guess somebody up there likes me!!
I passed!! I'm unbelievably happy right now and I feel like I could explode. There was no way I should have passed my course, but I did. and not just a 50 pity pass, but a 53, so that means that I actually wrote down something on the final exam that he saw fit to slide some extra marks in on! Maybe he's not such a bad guy after all, he did kind of have a sympathetic face on while I really wanted to bitch him out, but I'm think that he's wonderful because I don't have to take a class from him ever again. I'm a little dissapointed with my micro mark, because I kicked ass in the lab, high 80's, better than the average by far, but i as well as everyone else must have found that final a complete horror to write. I hope that some of the people were taking those two courses over because they failed them last year passed. It would suck if they didn't. Wow, life looks so much better now.
And tonight's cheap night for X-men!! If there's anyone else desperate to go, give me a ring and let me know. I'm gonna go celebrate!! (by eating a bagel)

P.S. Some one tell me where the boys live!!

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/05/2003 11:00:00 a.m. ] [ ]

Saturday, May 3

So today one of my fish died.
I'd really like to know what's going on with people. I feel like I hear these stories after everyone else has heard them and forgoten about it. I'm sad to hear that there's been a bunch of people who's relationships have just ended, but I hope that in the end everyone will feel better and be happier because of it. It's kind of weird, for the first time I feel like I'm going over a very big cliff and I have to repell down to the bottom, cross the ravine and climb up the other side, and I don't know how to repell. It's a little scary. I've alway's said that I'm going to move out, and the actual move I made to call landlords and ask them questions about the buildings for rent seems to have been a wake up call. I have so much stuff to pack or give away. Far too much. It's hard to just pack up twenty one years into boxes and tell yourself that you're not allowed to go back, and that your home will never be your home again. I never really thought that I was attatched to where I grew up, I spent most of my time here wishing I could go someplace else, but not I think that anywere else I go will just be a bouncing spot for more to come.
I haven't even started work for the summer yet. I don't even know where I'm going to work, I have passed out so many applications and resumes I don't know who'll call me next. I start two classes next monday, a result of my own stupidity. And no doubt I'll have to do another when I find out I failed Biochem. Not so cheery.
I'd like to know where the guys are living, aside from just, "near variety video". Maybe I'll visit them. If they'll let me in the door. You never know anymore.

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/03/2003 07:57:00 p.m. ] [ ]