-Lost in the woods-
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Saturday, May 3  

So today one of my fish died.
I'd really like to know what's going on with people. I feel like I hear these stories after everyone else has heard them and forgoten about it. I'm sad to hear that there's been a bunch of people who's relationships have just ended, but I hope that in the end everyone will feel better and be happier because of it. It's kind of weird, for the first time I feel like I'm going over a very big cliff and I have to repell down to the bottom, cross the ravine and climb up the other side, and I don't know how to repell. It's a little scary. I've alway's said that I'm going to move out, and the actual move I made to call landlords and ask them questions about the buildings for rent seems to have been a wake up call. I have so much stuff to pack or give away. Far too much. It's hard to just pack up twenty one years into boxes and tell yourself that you're not allowed to go back, and that your home will never be your home again. I never really thought that I was attatched to where I grew up, I spent most of my time here wishing I could go someplace else, but not I think that anywere else I go will just be a bouncing spot for more to come.
I haven't even started work for the summer yet. I don't even know where I'm going to work, I have passed out so many applications and resumes I don't know who'll call me next. I start two classes next monday, a result of my own stupidity. And no doubt I'll have to do another when I find out I failed Biochem. Not so cheery.
I'd like to know where the guys are living, aside from just, "near variety video". Maybe I'll visit them. If they'll let me in the door. You never know anymore.

   [ posted by T~ @ 5/03/2003 07:57:00 p.m. ] [ ]