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 Saturday, August 30
Yay for blogger and half drunk posts.
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Dude.
I'm a wee bit under the whole common sense radar at this moment, and I would like to mention a few things. One, I'm not a doormat. Two; I deserve to be treated with at least the respect that I treat others. Three, chances are, that if you take the time to read this, you do treat me better than a doormat, but there are those of you that don't , and you know who you are, you really should, so do it, ok? That is all for now.
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8/30/2003 01:35:00 a.m. ]
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Sunday, August 24
You're not exactly my favorite person.
I can't wait for school to start. I think I need some newer type of distraction or drama to pay attention to. This current summer/work/sleep one just isn't doing anything for me at all anymore. Quite boring really. It would be better if I actually had time off to spend it with fun people. Or people that I liked. Or really anyone that I just generally can stand being around. You all know the deal.
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8/24/2003 11:49:00 p.m. ]
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You still don't understand what you've lost
I'm in one of those strange type of funks where really nothing is going my way. I want to talk to people one minute, and the next I wouldn't care if they were dying in the street. I don't think that this is necessarily a good train of thought. My neighbors next door are having an indoor concert that really isn't doing anything for my little 'sit up untill the sun comes back' insomnia problem. They're not to bad though, they were playing the Ramones when I came home.
Sometimes I just really want to quit everything and move to a different continent. I could do what ever I wanted there and still be me, without other things that hem me in to what I'm not here. It wouldn't be the solution to all my problemes, not by anymeans. But for once I just want to solve issues by not dealing with them at all, just letting them stink in their own juices and let someone else sweep it away later. Much later.
People should not have the ability to get away with treating me like they do. It is my fault though, I guess. I think I just project a huge image of a doormat back at people when they look at me. I feel bad when I don't let them get away with it though. Like not putting up with other people's shit makes me a bitch. It's something I've got to work on. That and getting a job that doesn't make me everyone elses gofer or bitch. Right, good luck with that. Just deal with that after I bring back the worlds Dodo bird population.
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8/24/2003 12:22:00 a.m. ]
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Saturday, August 23
today was a pretty darn good day
I was pretty happy with what all occured today. The beach was great, the drive was good and the party afterwards was ok. I have had slight impulses to write emails to certain deserving people, but I'm just not going to. I think that that's some pretty good self control, so we'll call her a day than shall we. Brodie, we still miss you bud, and we can't wait for you to be home!
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8/23/2003 01:12:00 a.m. ]
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Wednesday, August 20
we can do whatever we want to do. I want to go swimming for the better part of the day, so I think we should leave sometime early after lunch, and if a bbq is in the works, then that can happen around dinner time. Whatever else goes really, so let it be know what you want to do.
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8/20/2003 04:26:00 p.m. ]
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Tuesday, August 19
Know what would be cool?
A beach party at Basin Head on friday, now that would be cool. It's a good thing we're going to have one then isn't it? I certainly think so. So if you want to come to the funnest ever party on the beach, you can talk to me or Janelle or rob. If you don't come, we'll still go without you.
And in other news, I hope that everyone has wished brodie the happiest ever birthday, because his birthday is today!!!! Happy 21st buddy!!
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8/19/2003 03:48:00 p.m. ]
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Monday, August 18
The cat is gone for good.
Well, kind of. He's back at my parents. No, I'm really not very happy about the situation, but we were presented with the choice of either him or the cat. As a house, we picked him. As me, I would have picked the cat. He doesn't threaten to move out for a really wussy reason.
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8/18/2003 12:38:00 a.m. ]
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Sunday, August 17
My cat is back. I chased him down. Thank you guys for your help and support. I know that I'm weird. The morning is better.
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8/17/2003 03:49:00 a.m. ]
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Saturday, August 16
My cat is gone. Somebody let him out. This is the worst day in existance.
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8/16/2003 11:49:00 p.m. ]
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Thursday, August 14
I don't wanna post.
And I'm not going to appologise for it. I dont' know why, but I've been in a very anti-post/ e-mail reply mode lately. So it's not that I don't like any of you, I'm just to tired to do much of anything. Except go to the beach tomorrow!! and it'd better kick ass.
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8/14/2003 11:28:00 p.m. ]
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Tuesday, August 12
So how's that whole living thing goin for ya?
Well, I won't say it hasn't been an interesting day. A few words from a few people were all it took to make my mood do a complete turn around like 8 times today. It is ending off better than it started though, while it is still in kind of a limboie type deal. At least my cat is here with me now. I can't believe how much I missed him. Well, hopefully tomorrow will be an even better day. They can only go up from here right?
And happy birthday to all of the people that have birthdays this week/month. All I can say to that is december must have been one rockin month, cause there's one whole hell of a lot of you august babies out ther.
And a special welcome home to alison, as well as the girls who brought her home!
And that's enough ands for tonight.
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8/12/2003 01:53:00 a.m. ]
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Saturday, August 9
I feel so...undirected and incomplete. It's just a feeling that there's something that I'm missing out on, like there was a train that I was supposed to catch, but I thought I was supposed to take the next one, and now the trains aren't running anymore, and I've fallen behind. I think I was born in the wrong time period. Does anyone else ever feel that way? Maybe I was, and I enjoyed that much more and now I'm missing it. I know, I know, certifiably insane. That feeling of standing still and everything else rushing past me has come back.
I wish I still had you to talk to.
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8/09/2003 01:16:00 a.m. ]
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Friday, August 8
So tonight rocks
yes, staff party was a blast, and then the connection to morons was great. Saw lots of fun people and got to wish them a happy b'day. then I ran into the ex's friends from work, who apparently couldn't believe we broke up. Great that it's such a game to others. anger. anyway, off to cook rice for those who care.
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8/08/2003 01:49:00 a.m. ]
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Thursday, August 7
congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.
which happy bunny are you?
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Funny, since I can't smell a thing.
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8/07/2003 10:18:00 a.m. ]
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Wednesday, August 6
Drive in was not a wash out!
It was great, shame for those of you who couldn't make it. Oh yeah, that was like all of you! Ah well, your loss. Jonny Depp was just as crazy, and now I need a crazy turtle like the one from Finding Nemo.
I almost made two fairly significant slip ups today. Not that they would have been bad or anything, it just wasn't that hard to figure out what was on my mind. It's kinda weird how something you've been kinda avoiding lately or haven't really throught about for a long time that used to be perfect habit, can sneak up on you like that. It's still quite dissapointing.
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8/06/2003 01:59:00 a.m. ]
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Monday, August 4
News flash. Brackley drive-in tommorrow night.
Yep, that's Tuesday, and you know that you want to come, so now you have no excuse, Finding Nemo first, then Pirates of the Carribean. How could you possibly go wrong. I expect all of you to go, including Moira and Janelle. Now you've been singled out, you have to come, as well as everyone else, just insert your name there instead. Call me at home, leave a message or write me an e-mail. Now go, spread the word, the word of Tamsyn. (yes, I do realize that this makes me sound certifiably insane)
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8/04/2003 06:38:00 p.m. ]
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Sunday, August 3
There's lot's more fish in the sea
And I'm one of them. I feel that while I may not be the fastest or the fanciest, I do have some damn good strong points going for me. It's kind of reassuring that I know that I don't have to spend every waking second thinking about how I'm gonna catch me a man or how I'm going to keep the one I got. Or going through the list of people that you know that are now engaged or have a kid, and try to measure up to them. Life's a whole lot simpler when you don't waste so much time and energy thinking about that stuff and just letting every thing that's going for you keep going the way it is. Cause no matter how bad it is or how terrible you may feel, it really could be one whole hell of a lot worse.
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8/03/2003 10:47:00 p.m. ]
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Friggin Awesome Party
Happy Birthday Brent, your parent's threw you one hell of a party. They were awesome, as was Brents' reaction to finding about 20 or so of his dearest friends hidding in his bedroom. I remember when I had a surprise party. It was great and I felt so loved. I think I'll try to throw everyone a surprize party....oh shit. I guess that's kinda out now isn't it? Ah well, I think I'll just make sure to arrange a great b-day party for everyone, starting with jon next week. It'll be an event, we'll have to decorate and every thing. What fun. Anyway, I'm actually tired and kinda falling asleep, so I'm going to go to bed. Night all, don't let the bed bugs bite.
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