-Lost in the woods-
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Sunday, August 24  

You still don't understand what you've lost
I'm in one of those strange type of funks where really nothing is going my way. I want to talk to people one minute, and the next I wouldn't care if they were dying in the street. I don't think that this is necessarily a good train of thought. My neighbors next door are having an indoor concert that really isn't doing anything for my little 'sit up untill the sun comes back' insomnia problem. They're not to bad though, they were playing the Ramones when I came home.

Sometimes I just really want to quit everything and move to a different continent. I could do what ever I wanted there and still be me, without other things that hem me in to what I'm not here. It wouldn't be the solution to all my problemes, not by anymeans. But for once I just want to solve issues by not dealing with them at all, just letting them stink in their own juices and let someone else sweep it away later. Much later.

People should not have the ability to get away with treating me like they do. It is my fault though, I guess. I think I just project a huge image of a doormat back at people when they look at me. I feel bad when I don't let them get away with it though. Like not putting up with other people's shit makes me a bitch. It's something I've got to work on. That and getting a job that doesn't make me everyone elses gofer or bitch. Right, good luck with that. Just deal with that after I bring back the worlds Dodo bird population.

   [ posted by T~ @ 8/24/2003 12:22:00 a.m. ] [ ]