-Lost in the woods-
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

   Wednesday, April 13  

Blargch... Boo to 5:30 mornings.
Hopefully there won't be too many more. Or maybe, there will be more, and they'll be earlier, or even later. I just don't know. Sucks not knowing. I know I need to be going in to this with a better attitude, but it's hard when every part of my being is shouting at me "No! This is not what you're supposed to be doing!! You're supposed to be doing what you've been working towards for so long!! Remember those goals that we talked about? This is not part of that." Well, at least I've got something, and it could be even worse, no matter how I look at it. Hopefully I'll still get to my goals someday, gives me something to look forward too.
Is it a bad thing when the h.r. lady at the Department of the Environment still remembers me from the last time I called? And that she doesn't even repeat her speal to me, just tells me it's "the same situation" and that I could apply for a student job, except I'm not a student anymore so that's out too? Maybe I'll just give up on looking to the government for employment and start some kind of self employed eco-conservancy for Island wildlife. Any funders? No? Okay then.
In much more fun but still nature related news, fishing season opens this friday, and I think I might actually go fishing. Yay for really cold mornings out beside a nice stream. Follow that up with a Nature Trust fundraiser and I'm sure it will be a peach of a day. Maybe I'll just have to overdose on nature outside of work to make it feel better when I do go inside. Who's up for a million trips to little deserted beaches and treks through the woods to look at scraggily little saplings that I claim to have planted? I think I have an extra bug shirt. . . tempting I know.

I'm done.

   [ posted by T~ @ 4/13/2005 07:02:00 a.m. ] [ ]